tekitou ni ikite mo iki wa tsuzuku
You’ll breathe on, even if you just live just doing whatever works
dareka ni yorikakari ikite iru
Living depending on someone else;
sasae ga kiete mo iki ga tsuzuku
Even if your support disappears, you’ll continue to breathe
tsugi no yoridokoro ni mi o yoseru
Becoming dependent on the the next thing
tsukaisute jimita tsunagari to ka
My throwaway connections,
sono ba kagiri no kankei da to ka
And relationships that only exist at the right time and the right place
nanika ga chigau to nageitemite
Even if I try to lament, saying "something’s not quite right",
nani mo wakarazu ni irun datte
I remain understanding nothing apparently
dare ga nanto ittatte
Whatever anyone might say
boku wa zutto konnan de
I’ll always be like this
kireta enishi no haji ni
I cast down my eyes
me o fuseta no
Beside all of my severed bonds
sabishigatte naitatte
Apparently even if I’m so lonely I cry
dare mo shiranain datte
No one gives a damn
mata moudoku ga osou
And yet again, deathly loneliness attacks
dareka no kimochi o muge ni shite wa
For every person whose feelings I treat with disdain
dareka ni sugari nagara ikite iru
I live relying on an another.
sono tabi toguro o maku batsu ga sa
The punishment for curling up all those times
mune o shimetsukete kiba o tateru
Tightens around my chest and digs in its fangs
kigatsukanu ma ni "doku" ga mawaru
Before I even realised “loneliness” began to turn,
kokoro dake kizuite samishigaru
My heart alone notices and yearns for another
shibireru you na kurushimi no naka de
Amidst the pin and needle-like pain,
"hitori" no muryoku ni shizundan da
I sunk in the powerlessness of “being alone”
dare ni nanto ittatte
Apparently whatever I say to someone
mou modorenain datte
There’s no turning back.
"mendou da" nante
Even from the things I relinquished
tebanashita koto sae
With a “what a pain”
tatoe nando naitatte
Apparently however many times I cry
todoki wa shinain datte
It’s not going to reach (anyone)
kokoro ni hibi ga hashiru
Cracks run their way through my heart.
kowarenu you ni
So it wouldn’t break
kowasanu you ni
So I wouldn’t break it
mijukuna te de mamotteta noni ne
Even though with my inexperienced hands, I so tried to protect it
sasaina kanjou de
I ended up straining myself
rikinjattari shite
And crushing it
nigiritsubushite itan darou
Over the most trivial of emotions, didn’t I...
hiza o daite naitatte
Apparently, even if I hug my knees and cry
kawari wa shinain datte
There will be no change.
shizukana heya ni hibiku
not even to my sobs
oetsu sae mo
That echo in this quiet room
yoru ga nomikonda tte
Even if the night swallows it
tsuki ga terashitatte
Even if the moon shines down upon it
kienai kienai
It won’t disappear, it doesn’t disappear
kienai jijitsu dake mite
only looking at the truth, that won’t disappear
ienai ienai
It won’t heal, I can’t say it
kakushite ita koe o boku o
Against the voice I hid, against me
moudoku ga osou
Deathly loneliness attacks